I Have The Flu I Am Taking A Break From Blogging.

I feel like crap I have the flu. Last night, my fever was terrible. Thank goodness I had some Tylenol and apple juice. I just don’t feel like eating right now. I can’t stand looking at food.  I am starting to feel a little bit better. I am glad I have tomorrow off!  I [...]

Message From Pedro Should I Respond?

This is the message I received from Pedro from his blackberry last night:
Hi Orville,
How’s it going stranger?  Haven’t heard from you since we had coffee, on Church St.  Hope all is well with you.
Big Hug!
Keep in touch.
I don’t know what to do? Why does Pedro want me to keep in touch? Why? Pedro is a [...]

Morrissey Collapses On Stage During Concert!!!

Morrissey collapsed tonight during the very first song at a concert  in Swindon England. Yes I know Morrissey is fifty years old but I am still surprised. I think he needs to be a bit more careful with his touring schedule. I think this is surprising because Morrissey is so healthy. He is anti drugs, he is [...]

New Rules For Posting Comments On The Blog

I enjoy reading the  comments on my blog .
However, I will NOT post comments on the blog that are racist, sexist, or homophobic.
If you don’t have to agree with my opinions that’s fine.
Please refrain from using scatological language that’s unacceptable.
If you want to make a comment on anything I post that’s great.
The vast [...]

Janis Is A lesbian She Kisses Her Girlfriend On ABC’s Flash Forward!!

I think it’s wonderful that ABC has an intelligent, lesbian, character Janis on ABC”s Flash Forward. Janis and her girlfriend Maya are gorgeous!
I counted three kisses this is great for television. Check out Flash Forward on Thursday nights at 8:00pm. I am impressed with ABC. On the third episode of Flash Forward we [...]

Poem: Common Ground By Orville Lloyd Douglas

It was either passion or purgatory
Ecstasy or rage
Blood or tears
We were on opposite continents
The violence of your seismic outbursts  erupted like lava
Your rage was irrational yet erratic like an alcoholic in a drunken stupor
Yet there was something peculiar and opaque
Something hidden, something distant
Too  foreign and too different
You spoke another language [...]

Cognitive Behavorial Therapy Video Tape Session Review

Today I returned to the cognitive behavorial therapy after a two week break. The reason we had the two week break is because in Canada Thanksgiving was last week Monday. During today’s therapy seassion, we reviewed the video tapes of our conversations and had to fill out questionnaires. I thought my video taped session with [...]

Nikolay Davydenko Destroys Rafael Nadal 7-6 6-3 In The Shanghai Masters Final

Nikolay Davydenko of Russia defeated Rafael Nadal of  Spain 7-6 6-3 to win the Shanghai Masters today. Davydenko also defeated Novak Djokovic of Serbia in the semifinals yesterday. Davydenko also crushed Nadal 6-4 6-2 in the Miami Masters final last year.
Davydenko is a consistent top ten player, but he has never advanced beyond the semifinals [...]

Worked Out At Good Life Fitness Twice This Week

Well I am starting to get back into the groove. I am continuing my homework for cognitive behavioral therapy by conducting exposures. I am now noticing nobody cares about me at the gym and that’s a good thing! My anxiety is decreasing. Everyone at the gym is focused on themselves. I admit sometimes I do [...]

Should I Ask Pedro If He Still Has Feelings For Me?

I received a text message Sunday evening from an ex of mine Pedro. The text message said ” have a happy Thanksgiving and lots of hugs”.
In July, Pedro sent me another text message “I certainly don’t hear from you at all Orville.”
I didn’t know what to say? I didn’t respond to [...]